10/29/2026
For six years, I've been the main caregiver for my mother, who has dementia. There are days I don't know if I can do another hour. She forgets my name, then remembers it, then forgets again. She calls me by my late father's name, and I answer to it, because it makes her smile. I stopped going to church because I was too tired to get dressed. I stopped calling friends because I had nothing left to say. One night at two in the morning, after she'd wandered to the front door in her nightgown, I sat on the kitchen floor and told God I was empty. I didn't pray beautifully. I said, "I have nothing left. Please carry me." The next morning, a woman from our church knocked on the door holding a casserole and a folding chair. She said, "I'll sit with your mother on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Go sleep, go walk, go anywhere." She has come every week for three years now. I realized that God doesn't always renew our strength by making us stronger. Sometimes He sends someone to hold the other end of the load. My mother still doesn't know my name most days, but she knows my hand. If you are exhausted today, wait on Him. You will rise on wings like eagles. Amen 🤍